growing tired

today, my post will be quiet boring since its all about my so-called life. been through alot these few weeks & months, met alot of people and did alot of things which i never thought of doing it all by myself. haf u ever imagine doing every single thing in such detail tat when u reach home, u wished u nvr chose the choice u made? well, i did...for the past few days. maybe not as harsh as u ppl think it might be, its actually quiet fun & "educational".
when ppl talked about education, ppl tend to think of all those beautiful assumptions they could think of, all those different situation tat can be solve by juz a simple thought. i found out tat things could be different den it meets d eye. i used to think tat u should stand up everytime u think u were rite, u should voice out every single thing in ure head without having to ponder who tat person is. well, i guess i was correct more den half of it...;p
tis few days i met ppl who i noe i couldnt trust n yet i haf to trust. i met ppl i haf to c over n over again till i felt like im like a 3 year old. if education taught us to be honest, den y honestly lead us to a direction we werent suppose to be? if education taught us to be real, den y r we only as real as we said we r but not as real as we r really r? if education taught us to trust n honour ppl, den y r there ppl we had to trust eventhough u noe tat person is unfaithful n without honour? wat is da sole purpose of education if wat we were taught were worthless 50% of the time. if it could be calculated by maths, u can c tat a 100% of our time is actually only about 12 hours, n since 12 hours was wasted by education + a 50% of out time which is another 6 hours, education only covers 6 hours a day in our lifes... is education tat important den? or izzit education is more den it meets d eye?