what's a man to do?

once a upon a time, I met this really interesting girl. We talk, we chat, and i think shes amazing. she shared similaries of A but had a more intelligent side of herself. she knows how to carry herself in public, she rarely made mistakes, at least in front of me. well, i made alot of mistakes, unlogical mistakes that hardly make any sense... it just drives me to wanna know her more, im not saying that i've fell in love, i just felt that... shes unique... i cant deny that, yes...there are times that i miss her so, times that i wanted to see her badly, but most of all... i would wanna know how is she right now at this moment.

I've never been this illogical, irrational, naive, and those tat made me who i am now. i guess, there are really times where tis world could be square, a pentagon, triangle... anything but round itself. as long as shes happy, as long as i know shes allrite, im glad... eventhough it hurts somehow....for no reason. what's a man to do? i dunno...