im missing life...

life? what is it? friends? careers? money? family? fun? joy? hope? love? cars? anything else fit in this category? if you ask me, i think its a combination of everything, but usually im felt like i live in a shit hole, full of hope and temptation. people do say that when u cant achieve anything, you're dumb, but hey i would tell them to f*ck off, why? its simple really, you are born in a world where u seen no war, and i was born in a world where i had to fight the war alone. i would do anything to leave the war zone, but it hurts when you fighting the good fight, there are people taking credits out of it. it never end well for me to go battle with a band of brothers, i guess im a lone wolf, where i can only fight the fight alone. i couldn't recall that i had anything in life that really makes me happier than what i found inside my soul. i guess i had some really true friends, i appreciate them, and i had some really fake friends, which i guess thats what this world is really about. war, war never changes....

un anniversaire unforgetable? je devine im un perdant vrai. Je t'aimais, je t'aime, je t'aimerai.