No idea why im writing this today. i mean its been so long since i ever wanted to blog again. i had so much 2 do and u know what? i dun feel like doing it rite now... maybe cus i had the wrong person in the wrong place. im talking bout my biz actually... things went so freaking akward lately, things are done correctly, i started 2 hate myself for it...i doing things 2 god damn slow...and other thing is...the rest is pretty slow as well...which i think its a total bullsh*t when some1 told me they dun haf time...
ppl juz dun prioritise things anymore...they do wat they wan when they wan...n in the end things were forgotten and things end up really messy... messy as in my "biz spot" is freaking dirty...things are dirty, its not clean, it felt like somebody's home rather den some organisation... n u noe wat? i cant say a thing, noe y? cuz there nth i could say... biz is slopping down n i aint see nth going on here... i felt so insucure but i definately dun mind tat... cuz i noe i had plan B...but honestly, i nvr wanted 2 c tis crashed... i juz dun wanna waste my time doing things which r a waste of time...
i dunno wat 2 say anymore cuz i juz dun noe wat else is there 2 be said... there r so many unknown n da known r not even done yet... i hope i wont fail though... cuz honestly i wanted 2 c it grow...
one last word....lately, it had been a awfully pain in the ass, full throttled pumping action, miserably fucked up kinda life... I HATE IT... n i cant change it cuz i aint haf enuff resources...n those i haf...r either fucked up or a piece of crap...
